Okay, so after re-reading my previous post, I just want to clarify that I'm doing okay, really. I had a hunimbous* cry on Wednesday night and I have felt a lot better? since then. I'm still wading through the various emotions, such as anger, shock, sadness, shock, anger, depression, anger, frustration, shock - eh, you get the picture. But I was starting to come to terms with some of those emotions, bu then after watching the SATC movie trailer and Kelli's cheerleading DVD, it just kind of brought some feelings back to the surface.
So, thank you for allowing me to vent, and thank you for offering to see the movie with me. I may just plan a blogger movie night.
*Hunimbous is an adjective Jessica coined when she was about 3 and was trying to explain a mess she'd made. Believe me, it was hunimbous. Yogurt and bubbles do not mix.